life.love.laugh#21

Today was so embarassing.
I never thought I would experience what I was going thru today
Really it was embarrasing.
I should be strong enough and control myself
but I'm such a crybaby
I lost in front of my boss
Tears broke in front of him..what a shame!

I will never forget what happen today.
Not even after I leave
Allah please help me
I really need to leave the company
or should I just jump from that level 12?
The thought that never across my mind
now sometimes the devil would whisper to me to do it

Its so depressing
and I have no one to turn to
I just want to hug someone and cry a river on her/his shoulder
so that I could feel much better...

Im just saying.
:'(