why...

I feel bad.so bad that I think I never feel like this.the whole week starting from Monday I feel bad and down and sad and stress and all the mixed feeling and today is the worst.I'm still ok before leaving home to work,in fact i'm a bit happy because of Siwon's tweet but as soon as I reach office with all the feeling already mixed up,an officemate pissed me off and bangg,there it start!all the emotions gone~I dont feel like working.dont feel like talking.dont feel like listen to others and all.I just wanna go home.and I'm start crying.secretly.till I cant contain my emotion anymore,I apply for half-day and come home.I...never do something like this.

the worst PMS!and part of it because of Jungsoo oppa.I keep thinking about his enlistment.I cant focus at work anymore since the day he starts counting the D-day.this is bad and pathetic.

why.