October~~

Its October!
already?oh my...
today is abah birthday.
i love abah so much.i pray for abah every single day
may abah live a long life and always healthy and happy
and i start counting the day for real starting yesterday
as the days passing by,i'm getting more hrmmm how to put it in word
nervous?worried?sad?
i dont know but i have this kind of feeling
how i'm going to let him go...


its D-28.
Ya Allah please make me strong enough to face the day.